Struggling Silence
Old self portrait. When I wanted to share my story but couldn’t because I felt it was too ugly. Some people talk about their problems. Some people make pictures in Photoshop.
© Cadence Gamache
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WarHammer
wow really strong… great job.
Fav.
=W:H=
Jenny Haskey
Nothing mediocre about this Cadence. It speaks a thousand words, wonderful work as ever!
Cadence Gamache replied
Thank you, Jenny. That means a great deal :)
Matt Sillence
wow… absolutely wonderful art…
Hobbers
WOW!! Incredible. So moving and like warhammer says, so strong. This is certainly not a “mediocre picture” as you say in your description. This is an incredible piece of artistry, as with all your work. It is so powerful and the treatment you have given it is perfect for the meaning. I’m really saddened to read why you made this picture, but also glad you did make it because it is an outstanding piece of work.
atomikboy
I’d say this is a notch above mediocre Cadence!!!,well done…..encore.
Nikki Mulkern
Wow!!! This is a really strong image! I agree this is not a “mediocre picture”, this is a outstanding piece of art!!! Very well done!
Christine Wilson
ooh! this is a wicked wicked shot well done- and there is nothing mediocre about this !
cdwork
Superb representation of a low time in your life- excellent work
BLYTHART
Cadence my friend … I am all for women being silent occasionally, but hey … this is way too drastic!
BYRON
Love it, instant Fave, Would love to see it in B&W.
I’d love to hear your background story/inspiration too.
Azzurra
P O W E R F U L image…. straight 2 favourites… :P
Virginia McGowan
Kindred spirits Candence , wonderful statement I tend to go slashings of bright paint smiles/ clothes in public to cover up.,and write secret stories.
[hmm said too much ]
Cadence Gamache replied
No, don’t worry. I totally understand :) I’d hoped I wasn’t alone in feeling this way on occasion :) Much love to you!
mlgkats
this is well done , good effects on the eyes, and mouth, looks straight from a horror flick
Bryan Villamin
Brilliant but horrifying at the same time. I can’t stop looking at this image!
Belinda Leopold
Holy Moley Hon!!! This is sooooo good. Very strong message, very well executed…..I still love you!!!! :)
Cadence Gamache replied
Awww! I love you, too :) Thank you! :)
Belinda Leopold
I think this shows you are…...multi faceted??? Hmmm…yes….:)
Matt Merritt
Wow! Awesome work!! :
X :)Jamie Lamb
very cool. i like the contacts and mouth.
Jen Cannella
Brilliant job on this…stunning eyes!!
Nicole Goggins
v. emotive piece!!!
Ken Mucke
That is very freaky…but well done
JayCougar
ooh creeepy =D
nice effect with this one!! _
JohnScott
I’d like to hear the story behind this. I’ve heard a lot in my life.
Jeff Burns
amazing image
Melanie Dooley
You do what you have to do in order to deal with the past.
And sometimes it results in wonderful art !
Gareth Chalklen
Brilliant
fred funkeldink
wonderfully dark
Stephanie Rach...
this is so incredibly moving, and I see so much of myself in this. I remember being trapped inside my own head, totally unable to turn to anyone to free myself from my own darkness. It’s great to see yet another facet of your skill and creativiity. Both you and your work are incredible. Love ya lots. .:HUGS:.
M Malicki Beser
thats so scary, howewer, its so cool
Patricia L. Ba...
Very powerful and creative, Cadence. People your age have such a complicated world to deal with. How you all cope is a testament to your toughness.
Gene Kruger
Awesome! Love the white eyes, very complimenting..
Firedrake
Wow! The eyes are so intense…
Steve plowman
I’m almost lost for words, this is such a strong image, with I would suggest an equally strong story behind it. A very dark image which is wonderfully photographed, I hope whatever prompted this photograph can be put behind you and you can enjoy your wonderful future.
Carl Osbourn
far from mediocre! very different from your other work though i must admit! :p
very well done :]
Helene Kippert
Very powerful Cadence. I can relate to this too as I’m sure many women can – and it’s nowhere near mediocre!
billyboy
Candence, I think you just relieved yourself of your burden in the most eloquent way I have ever seen. This self portrait is amazing and I think it`s awesome that you share it with us. What worries me is that I find it attractive and sexy… maybe I`m the one who`s got the burden!!
Wonderful art. I never thought I`d see you do a zombie, but you`ve just outdone some of the best I`ve seen (and you can believe I`ve seen lots). On a personal level it is very deep and soul searching, so you`ve managed a masterpiece on two fronts. I am so amazed by you!
billyboy
Sorry about the spelling of your name… though Candence does have a nice ring…
OK, I goofed and I`ll shut up!!
Vincent Abbey
fantastic shot. I’d love to see all your self-portraits side-by-side; that would be fascinating. maybe you are the new Cindy Sherman!
Peter Horsman
I shat my pants when I saw this picture!
...which is proof enough that it kicks mediocrity in the balls :o)
some people find catharsis in the creative process – and creativity certainly looks good on you, Cadence
Adrian Donoghue
Terrific impact Cadence ,well done.
Dave Warren
Woderful, powerful image, very well done
catblack
deadly evil
looooks scary and painful
whitecrow
Superb work, Cadence. Powerful on more than one level.
nonentia
So striking! Great tone and impeccable post work!
Leah Highland
Not in the least bit mediocre.
Creepy, emotive, very, very deep.
Love it!
kaylarenee
the dark side of Candence?... I like you concept!.. your hair gives off a dark radience as well! :)
kcranmer
OMG this rocks!!!!!!
Bill Proctor
Cadence…. creativity is so healing for the soul! I see that you have suffered for your art.
MOC2
Very excellent work.
Catherine Davis
Powerful, beautiful image. Thanks for sharing. I hope that you present is much easier to bear and I’m sorry that your past has been so hard.
soulrebel83
great work! makes me shiver…
angelawillene
love it and I understand the truth behind the silence. Thank you for sharing
4getsundaydrvs
amazing. great work
frozenfa
It’s painfully beautiful.. love it~ =)
Peter Horsman
I’m glad you updated the description on this awesome piece :o)
Maxhamish
OK, this is the fifth time I have re-written this line so I won’t say much other than I don’t talk either…...Fabulous work you have created here….
Dave Hiskey
yea…very powerful, emotive,haunting image..
Jon Dawes
That is a great piece of imagery. I’m not normally a fan of photoshop creations, but this images speaks volumes regardless of how it was created. One I can connect with, which is the most important thing after all.
Thanks.
hybryds
Need people pain for their katharsis?
How to see beauty in ugliness?
Both ends come together,and close the mouth of truth.
To late, I heard you calling: never to be silenced again.
MuscularTeeth
this is absoolutly amazing cadence. i dont know how yu did it but my god..
amazing work..
Paul Vanzella
superb work… love you processing here… just superb!
dimarie
beautiful very thought provoking piece!
stephfine
Wow awesome! cool effects
Brandon Stewart
Very strong imagery. Great technique, seamless…well done!
Eyal Nahmias
You never cease to amaze me. This is one of the best images with an immediate and strong impact I’ve seen in a long time. The expression, digital manipulation, and the intensity of this image are quite powerful. You are an extremely talented artist and this is a perfect proof of it. And if you think that people do not want to hear about you or your past, than I’m here to listen and be there if needed..
Ryan Houston
Wow…very strong imagery…emotionally evocative…
Ian James
High impact image so well conceived…..
Winslow357
Wooooooow! I love your world! I am going to have to come visit more often! Excellent work!!
Jacek Walczak
oooooo… scary… great…. very strong
jeffreybasinger
yikes! and also Wow. Awesome.
robsta5
fabulous stuff, very moving!!
fireandice
Disturbing and scarey…But in all the good ways..
Theres a few of us that can associate with this image
orourke
fantastic image, great PS work
Dukepro25
That’s TWISTED! lol I like it! :D
Krisso
Oh this is good! Your work is amazing!
Magda Beda
wow amazing.
David Knight
I feel like I should do this sometimes
mcquaid
Art is therapy therapy is art keep on keeping on Regards.
hallucingenic
absolutely wonderful work i love it :)
Carine Boustany
fantastic work very meaningful
Craig Goldsmith
Powerful, scary, yet mesmerizing as well. A very powerful self portrait, that shares a lot with the audience and at the same time keeps so much back, its almost an paradox. I have to say I prefer the beauty of some of your other selfies, and yet they didn’t have nearly as much impact as this image.
Mardynn
That is really sweet. Love the mouth. and the scary theme.
David Harris
What a haunting image!!! Really well done too! Sad message behind it too! I hope you can relieve your self of you burdon some time soon.
Bill Serniuk
Heavy Metal! Nice!
Steven Novak
Wonderfully weird!
Ravenor
Fantastic work!!!. very powerful image..
illinformed
Very Gritty (nice) reminds me of Brom. Really like the green hues!
Tom
peterhoenderdos
power full
Melissa Carroll
this is amazing!
Redtempa
Great work Cadence as always…this really hits home for me, nice one
Laurie McClave
Powerfully loud!
Jaybe
A picture paints a thousand words – very powerful.
Angeleyesdar
This is dramatic and powerful.
drjones
oh wow so much behind this photograph. i want to look inside your mind…
BYRON
obviously photoshopped, but not obviously photoshopped, if you know what I mean.
Very tidy and clean work. Great composition and framing.
I do soooo love dark work like this.
Sander van der...
Wow, that’s freaky! Very nicely done!
It looks great with the black frame! :D
bdog09
great work
AlexMac
This screams silence in such a loud voice, trapped, unable to speak yet your eyes show an innocence that is trying to remain untarnished by the world and situations that enveloped you. You are a survivor of the silence that tried to take over but you won that battle and your voice is heard without words….AMAZING
Cadence Gamache replied
That comment means a lot to me :) Thank you…
Kris Knudson
i am in total agreement with AlexMac. Amazing shot and incredibly powerful
JenniferB
A hauntingly powerful photograph! Great work with a strong, silent message.
Julie Thomas
Really great, strong image. well done!
martin venit
Nuclear, in its power,and so very moving, It seems that you had to do, what had to be done, and for that you are very brave. The liberating part in this Art is in the eyes. There is no quarter given, and I will assume, that none was taken, even more brave. You Cadence, (if I may call you that) are a warrior, and one with extraordinary, insane and awe-inspiring talent. I lost my brother David Allen Venit, 45,on October 7, 2007, to AIDS. If you have the time, I would be honored I you would take a look at “APARTMENT ONE” on my page and give me your thoughts. It is my tribute to David’s honor, and the fight I had to confront just to grant his simple last wishes. Respect. You got crazy skills.
Martin L. Venit
James Lillis
Aaaaaaargh! Scar-eeee!
Although, when I look at this I have a totally different feel from some of the commentors here. I don’t get the feeling that this is a survivor, this is more like a predator, ready to rip your lungs out. I don’t get the vibe of any sadness in this. My personal take.
April Mansilla
you can her her speak so loudly in this ….her eyes cream of pain….really is beautiful though in her pain
April Mansilla
scream I meant;)
Megan Dacy
Wow, this is so extremely stunning. Very inspring.
bubblewrap
this is so creepy i love it and yet its like shes sad or something
Gregoryno6
Those eyes just burn holes through me.
David Roman
Cool effects so what are you saying here? I really love the photoshop effect from a artist perspective !
BUT it makes me nervous with so much violence towards women ! I know I know I know its art but what’s it saying to you the artist because I see it as a frightful abuse to women! I’am Surprised a woman would make a piece like this!
But one thing I do see its gotten people to comment on your art so maybe thats all that really matter in the world is getting noticed and not the message we send out ?
Maybe that should of been Bush you muzzled instead of this fashion model then I would of applauded you!
I’ll keep my eye on your up coming works good luck!
Cadence Gamache replied
This is actually a self-portrait, not a model. I consider myself a pretty hard-core feminist and would never want to send the message that violence against women is any kind of acceptable! I am very sorry that you got that impression! This piece was created as a commentary on how we, as women, sometimes just cannot find a voice with which to scream at the injustice and double standards we are faced with everyday. I know it seems shitty, but it is a reality. In my world, anyway.
I appreciate your input but please know that I did NOT intend for this piece to be viewed that way! I would hate for anyone to think that! So sorry for the confusion!
Jason Hampton ...
Maybe David should READ as well as LOOK…this is a self portrait not a model and is a self commentary not a celebration of violence
This is a stunning and evocative piece expertly woven with your digital threads..Ithank you for sharing
David Roman
One thing like I told you before your one talented lady!!! No doubt and as you know art is up to the Viewer to say or think or feel what they want! Maybe you can tell me what you meant to say but its my choice to either see that or think of something more deep to my life experience ! If I was never abused I might never see what you see but if I was beaten and mistreated and bound up then what I see might be only an ugly and hurtful image!
But Art is suppose to touch us and to limit your art based on my feelings and pain is not something you should even consider when your working !! I think your main concern is to be true to your art and then let the pieces fall where they may! Your never gonna please everyone so just please yourself and your creative needs!
All that said once again your really fantastic! Maybe hurtful but thats my issue and not yours keep up the great work because in the end even what may seem ugly to others and hurtful can also help in the end to show us exactly what it is that we need to understand about our selves! Art is and educational tool !
Peace and keep creating! Your Fan
Heyman Dude
Beautiful
Jared Revell
Very powerful image Cadence.
Great work.
Hollie Nass
All I can say is WOW!
klezedawg
awesome
A90Six
Fantastic! Your eyes do all the talking. Great work!
JamesCobra
Good work, your eyes are very appealing
Angel Warda
Wow!!! What an Amazing Photo! Those eyes are so powerful!
Ryan Piercey
Very eerie… But I love!
Glenn Stephenson
OMG! Slice me up and sew me together…this is great!
Heath Holden
Holy shit. Ouch.
kevinvaughn
Cadence-
Skipping over your replies, this is the122 comment sent on this piece (unless I missed counting 1 or 2). So I know, that you know how good this piece is. However, I am going to tell you at least one more time, because … it really is—that good.
Both my mother, and I were immediately able to connect with and immensly appreciate the image.
My mother was sexually assulted by an older brother’s friend, when she was only six years old. She has struggled with the general mistrust, the unexpressed anger, and the lingering pain—ever since that dreadful day that she was violated.
I am sincerely sorry, to hear about your difficult past, and I hope that the creation of this image has helped ease, at least a little, of your lingering pain.
Cadence, no matter what anyone else says or thinks of you …
You deserve—to speak out and to express yourself.
Cadence Gamache replied
Warmest thanks, Kevin :) Give your mom a big hug for me.
wells86
Great job!!!
RoxyLust
really powerful i love it! u can feel her pain and carry her burdens… xxx
kevinvaughn
Thanks for the reply cadence, I will :<)
For everyone else out there (reading this) PLEASE check out cadence’s portfolio (or ShutterPulse.com) it is definately worth your time. You can even see the before and after versions, of this piece, in the photo retouching section.
ozlat
gave me the chills… a lot different to the bright and cheery photo on your website
Jena Ferguson
this picture gives me goosebumps. Great job! You really nailed this one…no pun intended
Carole Felmy
art is such good therapy… this is a very powerful picture, the sheer force of it has moved many people, reading through some the comments… it does move me.
MissKristy
Oh…I’m pretty much speechless…
crawlspace
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MVP1
Absolutely awesome, I love the tones and the hints of light in the colour. Stunning eyes – Perfect!
Anthony Baseley
Amazing, I know that I still have a way to go in photoshop. I cannot wait until I learn stuff like you have done here. Blew me away from the word go!!!
artsphotoshop
very cool! ;)
VexInc
nice work
Di Jenkins
very powerful image – until I read that it was photoshop, I thought it was a very clever makeup job! Brilliantly done!
Simon Whittaker
WOW!!!!!! What a poerful image, I love the eye contact and mouth stitching coupled with the finish and story. Brilliant peice of work.
neveragain
wait a second…let me just pick up my jaw from the floor…..this photo is freaking amazing! its visually powerful and totally conveys how you must feel about your past. i just cannot tell you how much i am in awe of your raw talent Ms. Gamache! Brilliance!
Adam Godman
i can relate :)
excelent work
matt572
Awesome, Love it…..
DeviousLili
Excellent image.
... and some of us talk and talk and sometimes even scream … and still are never Heard.
Cadence Gamache replied
That’s so true… Thank you so much for sharing your views on this image :) It means a lot!
cammiecakes
WOW this is fabulous.
Alistair Wilson
amazing work
CPTurner
Stunning image, so powerful. It is a really well created image obvisouly a lot of thought has gone into it.
Matt Roberts
Very cool.
sami al-haj
without a doubt, the most powerful picture i have seen here so far.
CPTurner
Sharon Mau
This is one of the most profoundly moving self portraits I have ever seen. It is deep and dark and absolutely liberating!!
Cadence Gamache replied
Thank you so much for taking the time to share your thoughts on this! I’m glad you like it! xoxo
Anthony Hedger
this is great work Cadence and if you ever want to talk about your past please get in touch
Disenchanted
Holy Crap!! This is disturbing… but I like it!
Fav’d for sure!
David Hibberd
I’m slightly shocked but mostly in awe well done.
Cadence Gamache replied
It’s very different from my usual style… Thank you for the comment :)
Matthew Dawkins
Holy crap! Well done!
Cadence Gamache replied
Hahaha! Thank you, Matthew… :)
Tim Zwemer
I think your art says it all!
Ian Kahler
A picture, of only eight words, rather than a thousand.
I see your pain; I cry for you.
Tracey Mac
I can still hear you, believe me…....
We can all hear each other…..
Massive hugs, this is truly inspirational and one of the most powerful images I have ever seen….....
xxx
Cadence Gamache replied
Hugs for you, too, Tracey. Thank you =]
Elizaday
Yes, I understand :)
veritasunsaid
you need not write a thing…
this image tells an entire story by itself
I really do love this pic!!
catnip addict ...
man, this chick is scary….............oh well, at least she can’t bite me!
charliethetramp
powerfull image cadence
,but hopefully you have found your vioce
and whatever the struggle was
has been resolved and worked out
an image of vivid impact
jacqleen
LOVEEEEEEEE and soooooooo POWERFUL !!!!!!!!!
MarkezzAckui ...
This picture speaks VOLUMES!
Martin Muir
Not sure how i missed this but great image.
dogfish
powerful!
reehbr2
BEAUTIFUL, STUNNING, FABULOUS!!!!!xx
Heather King
this speaks to my heart…and i’m in love with this piece….
on so many levels…this is NOT creepy….if you look deep enough
(i meant that in a good way)
Cadence Gamache replied
Awww Heather!!! Your comments are so kind! Thank you so much! I really… REALLY… appreciate it =]
ArcadiaTempest about 1 month ago
Phew….I really can’t say much more than those that have already commented…...Oh my this is very confronting visually and emotionally. Your art speaks a thousand words me thinks….x